air in the eyes, hills forever
j’m the worst daughte.r con artist. so are a million more
lets look
at nighttogether and never
let what i’ve grown
leak.
i’m sorry, you
repretty
i’m sorry, i am for a black girl example sentence used in pity
noun
i had not learned my vowels, big sentences, how to keep cameron’s hand from shaking when writing
spinelli’s synopsis
your hair was yellow
in the projector light
i am sorry
i am reactive i chew through paper and plastic, i stand behind all the desks in
disfavorable silence
i am for punishment
insatiable i eat with
my eyes
come home with me, i’ve stomached the pencils
this box can be a stove
i practice the way you dot eyes
holding my jaw tight
screw ing teeth in on
plastic posts.
there’s a mare in a black field
and i shovel
dirt twice.
lets look a tthe moon together
so what, if i’ am hard to see
so what if the aperture drools and
pearls
and gargles
i am looking for veins i am aiming
to tell you
there is a fire happening in the barn
there are sirens on my wall
there is a crossroad i know
where to turn
there is a big mountain
there is no moon tonight
tethered wolflike
i wouldnt want anything unweathered from the world
you snag my ear in trade a welling
piece of your cheek , there are ladder
stitches i can learn to sew in
this piece of me, knightly scald roadwear and
entirely unsalvageable. armored honor you can
count on me i’m closelike your halfdead body
moving warmth like a timepiece, a large way across enemy crossfire
watch your step, love
leave me alone by it
im a jaw - loosened teeth fixed in for thick blood
cash is the smell of iron and bloodlike family ways and who
brings down memory , like a radial sundrive with an eye
on the overpass by fox creek
first victim catalogue
waterlog))ed) carcass mailed to goodtimes, goodtimes
cuffed to the radiator. being warm is the antimorgue, the body bag an
identical
of fresheyes, His sallow messenger in stillwater
with molding basement soldered hymns.
there'd been no chance to grow
past this — not whenthe crooked vein garden snakes sent heeled to
the pavement. bright blood to fresheyes, lit fires to the kill houses.
beat the drum. saw the tassel. tempers eat
good
times
everyday.
apocrypha,
good times are umbilical lengths away. the ground here is taciturn and afterall, unforgiving. softens up for all i owed. another nail in the coffin. man driving spade like victory. lets cry, bloodyhound. he's out cold, peach. we'll hear war on doorhinges. you'll whimper night into early hours of the day. the sun'll take a tear from you when you pray. least: floss love out your teeth after going down with me
while estuary catalogues that body,
gossamer
entry-point
dog race
loneliest favor
washing new hair in the sink and eating the inside of your mouth til pith
burn your scalp on a fast ride down
there comes a rubble train there’s a no man’s land and i’m chasing after you
staining this reflection until that color’s out
screaming up at walls that’s why that’s whyits better on the
asphalt
ripped to ribbons by a moniker burned on sunlight
come on tell me you’re in betweens, by song have a lucky guise
i’m in the halls of these scars i’m towards impossible beings
eighty months til you’re right in the head
i am the cage of a haunted house
toys they keep throwing out chase round back tied in the basement
its bulb gets hot and lucky with hazards
and im leaving it on all night long to keep the buzz
going on other than the flies after my neck knocking
them off by ones
my caller id’s fragile, pathogen that of a butcher i’ll be there, i’ll be there
i’ll be home
no guns in the valley ii
the certainty should trace out in your palm. i'll know what kind of man you are by the second knuckle. your smoke tastes bitter when you leave the room as i fall in love from the soft fall of the door. prepare our adjourning. i'll close my eyes in the hoodsack day or night, it's all the same when i'm buried.
the window's down. kill me or take me. my hands are tied. you talk like we've seen Arizona. i spent all my days in grief about who i should’ve been. at least i say thank you, i love you. for setting my hands right. awful sights down to the veins. we go for the canyons like gout, the wind counts the creases, routes of your palate. your voice to bedroom radio worn down. before, you would have jumped.
i have always wanted to fill this life with the shape of my body, too.
but we've got a date at the state border, in a bed with invasions homethrough the mattress. you fit the phone fare between your teeth, eating numbers. corrosion. say, i touch your face, your mappings beyond this stocking. could i be your tailored ends, the herding melodies of song. kiss me, lets start some awful beginning
there aren't any guns in the valley so you'll have to use your mouth.
i won't move. fit my nose. into that cavity. i want to. watch you swallow. every word down. i watch your. throat click while. you follow my. contortion, we are. bad mannered fools. tensing hot breath. on each other. til i'm blue.